Saturday, November 21, 2009

Wish Upon A Star-Samantha Mumba
Remember when I said I won't miss you
The truth is that I do
I never stopped thinking about you (bout you)

We are meant together the two of us are bound
Now it seems like forever I can't get you off my mind

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms
And I know we could love once again

If I could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me still be mine
Baby I would be right where you are
If I could wish upon a star

It's obvious and everyone one can see
That baby you and I are truly meant to be
But nothing turns out right
If only I could make you realize
If only time could give us just another chance
I'll prove it all to you

If I could wish upon a star
If I could turn the hands of time
Then I'll be in your arms again

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms
And I know we could love once again

If could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me still be mine
Baby I would be right where you are
If I could wish upon a star

If I could wish upon a star

My favourite song ever! ^^

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:55:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Prom Nite (20/11/2009) @ Copthorne King Hotel...
It was the best day ever! I felt like a princess! I still cannot believe I looked like that!
So going to perm my hair!!! Oh and...we go STICKY sweets!!
Some of the photos are here...the rest are on facebook! ^^


Prom Queen (Rachel) and Me! ^^

YiLoong, Cheryl and Me!


O.o Mdm. Loo and Me!


Mr. Choo, Cheryl and Me!


My hair was supposed to be up but in the end....

Hahas! My favoutite picture! Nadira, Loretta and Anna (ME)!

Ms. Zhang, Cheryl and Me!


"President" Albert Tjahja and Me!

Fish Spagetti! (Inside joke! xD)

Ms. Kumari, Cheryl and Me!
Oooo SHINY!!

Senpaii and Me!
Glenden, Cheryl and Me! (Have to like 'shrink' myself!)
Nagareboshi (Shooting Star)...It's Naruto Shippuuden's piano score with my star necklace! xD
My 'green' room! ^^ And the balloon I took from the prom!

I was supposed to attend AFA (Anime Festival Asia) today but was tired as I came back from prom late...sighs...COSPLAY!!! Anyways, there's millions of chances again to attend another convention! xD
Now, I've to prepare for my Thailand trip! It's about 48 hours more till I fly off...

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:24:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, November 20, 2009

Was thinking of hairstyles for prom tonight...

I don't think blue highlights would make my okasan very happy...

This is one of my fave choice...^^

However, the Japanese hairstyle is perfect for and Otaku like me!

I know I cannot wear this hairstyle...but I think it's sooooo cool!

Well, I still LOVE the blue highlights!!! But, mummy will kill me soo...I guess it depends on what the hair dresser is going to do for me. xD Can't wait!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:30:00 AM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, November 19, 2009

This few pictures are part from a new manga...and I can relate to the main character (for now)...
The 4th picture: "They call your name when it suits them but when you call them, they won't come". That's one of the pain I always feel. A pain nobody would ever understand...





i look upon the moon and stars at 8:32:00 AM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Glorious Day (Living He Loved Me)-Casting Crowns

One day when Heaven was filled with His praises
One day when sin was as black as could be
Jesus came forth to be born of a virgin
Dwelt among men, my example is He
Word became flesh and the light shined among us
His glory revealed

Living, He loved me
Dying, He saved me
Buried, He carried my sins far away
Rising, He justified freely forever
One day He’s coming
Oh glorious day, oh glorious day

One day they led Him up Calvary’s mountain
One day they nailed Him to die on a tree
Suffering anguish, despised and rejected
Bearing our sins, my Redeemer is He
Hands that healed nations, stretched out on a tree
And took the nails for me

One day the grave could conceal Him no longer
One day the stone rolled away from the door
Then He arose, over death He had conquered
Now He’s ascended, my Lord evermore
Death could not hold Him, the grave could not keep Him
From rising again

One day the trumpet will sound for His coming
One day the skies with His glories will shine
Wonderful day, my Beloved One, bringing
My Savior, Jesus, is mine

Oh, glorious day

Jesus Hold Me Now-Casting Crowns

Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Now the walls are falling down
Now the storms are closing in
And here I am again

Jesus, hold me now
I need to feel You in this place
To know You’re by my side
And hear Your voice tonight
Jesus, hold me now
I long for Your embrace
I’m beat and broken down
I can’t find my way out
Jesus, hold me now

Curse this morning sun, drags me into one more day
Of reaping what I’ve sown, living with my shame
Welcome to my world, and the life that I have made
One day you’re a prince, and the next day you’re a slave

Lord, I just looked up today
And realized how far away I am from where You are
I don’t know what else to pray
Broken at Your feet I lay
The life I’ve torn apart

Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:59:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
where are your friends when you need them the most?
i look upon the moon and stars at 12:36:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
First I was feeling:


Then after finding out something, I felt:


Well, a picture paints a thousand words. I feel like crying, I feel like dying. I just do not know what to do anymore. I know I should concentrate on God for my mission trip. I know I should. Right now, the feeling within me is beyond I can comprehend. I feel betrayed, alone and forgotten (according to the pictures). I want to be that Happy-Go-Lucky girl again but how can I be when all these are laid down right in front of me and I have to face it everyday? What was done cannot be undone.

気分裏切ら、だけで、忘れられました。(I feel betrayed, alone and forgotten.) 私の正常には、自己を再度返す何ができるでしょうか。(What can I do to return to my normal self again?)

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:36:00 AM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, November 16, 2009


How do tell your friend that the person he likes is not the one for him?
Is it the only thing I can do as a friend is to be there when he 'falls'?
What can I do? When can I tell him that God's love is enough?

(photoshopped my me! copyright (c) 2009)

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:22:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

I do not think I should go for prom. So troublesome and let me cut to the chase...my parents are soooooo conservative! This cannot, that cannot! Just let me die!!!



Oh, do listen to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc8y0DL8Hr4&feature=related (Until The Whole World Hears-Casting Crowns)

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:37:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Sighs, I wanna go to AFA 2009! Anime Fest....................(T_T)
However, I have no costume and I am needed to be in church during the next weekend.

(Photoshopped by moi! Copyright(c)2009)

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:59:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Heyy! There's something I wanna say! Shawn Lee from I NOT STUPID/I NOT STUPID 2 was online!!! xD
I am not kidding! I have connections to get such stuffs! ^^
However, there's one thing I gotta say: "WHO CARES!!!"
Why did I even bother...(in Shikamaru's voice)

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:22:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, November 13, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I know it's your birthday today,
I know.
You turn 19 this day,
And my, you've grown!
I can't say I never missed you,
I can't say I do.
But on this special day,
I was reminded of you.
I guess we've grown apart,
And had gone our seperate ways.
I hope you'll never forget our friendship,
On your birthday!
Copyright (c) Anna Lai 2009
A special poem for a long lost friend. ^^ He used to help me a lot in the past...xD
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:59:00 PM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
I had the weirdest dream ever! It's not because there was a hot guy and a girl (who was the third party) and not because my CG people were there but...I WAS A SPORTS PERSON!!!
I rock-climbed (I did that before!) and run marathons (never did that before). That was soooo weird! Oh and there was a talking dog!
Too much of Pakkun? But the dog was not this breed though...
i look upon the moon and stars at 10:25:00 AM
and 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon